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24 January 2007 @ 10:53 pm
Title: Faith
Author: omen1x2
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Pierrot
Pairing: Kirito + Jun
Summary: Word Game fic. Written for sakura121. Angst.


by Omen-chan

There are times when life seems to take a perverse pleasure in kicking you in the nuts. Not just once, either. No, it waits for you to pick yourself up and dust yourself off... And then it does it again. Harder. Maybe spit on you some, just in case you didn't get the message the first six hundred times.

I miss you, Jun. I miss you for millions of reasons, some small, some so essential that it amazes me I've lived this long without you.

I keep thinking of cliches. Like I'm half a man. I'm dying of a broken heart. Like... true love never has a happy ending.

Fucking cliches. So trite. So hackneyed and overused. So true.

The only way I even know I'm alive anymore is the pain. The thousand knives, the feeling of slowly being split in two, the hand closing around my throat.

"You're such a pessimist, Shinya. It's so funny, because you're usually so strong and light hearted and happy, but once you're down, you don't think you can ever get back up. But you should. Because people need for you to get back up. Because there are so many people in the world that would gladly slit their throats just to give you one moment of happiness. So just wait, and hold onto your faith. Stay hopeful. Happiness will come eventually, and I'd rather not slit my throat to get it for you. It would be so messy."

Okay, Jun, I'll wait. But I don't want you to die. I just want you to see that I stayed faithful, and I'm still waiting.

Tsukushijuusuikan on January 25th, 2007 08:29 am (UTC)
Aww ;_;
Omen-chanomen1x2 on January 25th, 2007 06:04 pm (UTC)
Damn word, I had to write an angst fic for it. ;_;
yokozukiyokozuki on January 28th, 2007 04:26 am (UTC)
That would be messy...

Damn. That's a sad one.