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09 June 2006 @ 02:32 pm
Title: Fate Chapter Two
Author: omen1x2
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: Pierrot
Pairing: Kirito + Jun
Status: Ongoing
Summary: Kirito's having a breakdown after the break-up, and he keeps reminiscing.
Disclaimer: Like all fanfic writers, I twist reality to please me.

Chapter One

Chapter Two

By Omen-chan

Kirito shook his head, trying to fight off the dizziness that overwhelmed him almost constantly now. He hadn’t slept at all in five days.

When he slept, the memories kept coming back to haunt him.

At least if he kept working, he didn’t think about anything but the work.

But it kept getting harder and harder.

"Aniki! Come play with me!"

Shinya smiled and nodded to his brother. He moved over next to him and quietly accepted the action figure his brother handed to him.

His father had given it to Kohta.

He put it back down.

"Let's play something else."


Kirito looked around his empty apartment. It was getting to the point where he hated being by himself. But he also didn't want to be around anyone.

He was finding it harder and harder to convince himself that he didn't miss Jun.

"I don't like alcohol."

Hidelow and the others laughed. Who didn't like alcohol?

Kirito didn't laugh.

"Don't be silly, Jun-kun! Alcohol is great! It loosens us up after a hard day's work! Come on, drink with us!"

Kirito shook his head at the three of them and grabbed Jun's hand.

"Come on. Let's get away from these drunks."

Jun smiled at him.

Kirito hated himself. He had just about quit drinking while Jun was around. Whenever he drank, he almost felt as if he were betraying Jun's trust.

That didn't stop him from paying for several bottles in the shop across the street on his way home.

Shinya eyed his father, nonplussed.

"Your mother gave me a call. She figured it was about time I told you about sex."

"You're drunk, otousan."

"Maybe. Anyway, here's how it works. When you love a woman, and the woman loves you back-"

"I already know about sex, otousan."

"Don’t interrupt. Anyway, love. Yeah. Important. Of course, you can have sex when you're not in love, but it makes it a lot better."

Shinya rolled his eyes, trying to think of a way to end his father's diatribe.

"And after you've had a large number of dates-"

"I don't like girls, otousan. Tell me about sex with boys."

His father never spoke to him again.

Shinya decided that from then on, whenever he wanted to avoid something, or someone, he would just claim to be gay. It seemed to work pretty well.

Kirito moved around his apartment, trying to find something to take his mind off of his memories. His eyes fall on the liquor he had purchased earlier.

Jun didn't call Kirito "Kirito" very often at first. He kept referring to him as "Shinya" or "Shin-chan" for almost a year before finally accepting Kirito's new name.

"I just can't get used to it…"

Kirito never minded. It was nice to have a tiny part of his old self remain, even if it was only with Jun.

Kirito tilted his head back and blinked in drunken surprise as he realized that he'd already emptied the bottle.

He momentarily considered stopping, but the memories kept coming back, taunting him.

His puppy hid in a far corner, looking at him with sad eyes.

~to be continued…~

Okay. New chapter long overdue. And yes, I realize it's really short. But I'm just glad I finally wrote the damn thing.

And I'm too tired and overheated to think up a suitable threat to get you all to comment… Just… comment, okay? I'm gonna take a nap. My bed's a-callin'.
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Pierrot - Overdose
yokozukiyokozuki on June 9th, 2006 09:18 pm (UTC)
Poor puppy. ;_; I hope Kirito's remembering to take care of him.

Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. *whimpers*
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 9th, 2006 09:37 pm (UTC)
Of course Kirito's taking care of his puppy! Puppy-chan's just sad because Kirito is sad and drunk.

*sniffles* I know... Depressing chappy.
izayoi_miki on June 10th, 2006 12:34 am (UTC)
*sniffs* I want to cry. Poor Kirito! This is tearing him apart!

*clings* Please tell me there'll be some sort of happy ending? Please?! Kirito doesn't deserve this!
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 12:43 am (UTC)
Of course there's a happy ending! Why would I put Kirito through all this misery only to make him even more sad?
☆Ky~Ky♡xquirkylove on June 10th, 2006 12:39 am (UTC)
awee >---x .. Alcohol.. nuuu..

..the claiming to be gay bit was great. >__>"

gwaaah. D: its like. im gay, dont talk to me xD

erk! awk .____. he had almost quit drinking too! noo... .__. .. aw.. .___.
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 12:45 am (UTC)
I think it would explain why he claims to be gay in some of his interviews, then turn around and say he just broke up with a girlfriend and things like that.
☆Ky~Ky♡xquirkylove on June 10th, 2006 12:48 am (UTC)
I remember I read something about that once ^^
That does make a lot of sense~ u_u
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 12:53 am (UTC)
Doesn't it, though? Kirito's the kind of freak that would lie about that just to get people off his back.

Or was it a lie? We shall never know...
eienxnoxtsukikoeienxnoxtsukiko on June 10th, 2006 12:52 am (UTC)
aww...so sad, i loved it! ^_^
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 12:53 am (UTC)
Thanks! ^^
I do my best!
Ray Hino Murataloucanet_ray on June 10th, 2006 02:03 am (UTC)
Whaaa! I get really happy to see you're always doing your best on your fics (or maybe you aren't... And If you aren't, then man, I _really_ wanna see your best, because this is already wonderful) *_*
I love reading your fics *_* KiriJun makes me all "whaa" mainly when there are real facts about PIERROT and their personal lifes and olf-PIERROT (*_* I love old stuff at fics ~ Such as Hidelow times)
Keep keep keep writting *_* I really wanna see this going on, no matter it ends happily or terribly sad =3 As long as you keep doing it with that great writting/creating power of yours! *_*
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 02:21 am (UTC)
One day, I shall put EVERYTHING I have into a fic and just blow you all away with how awesome it is. I'm just really lazy. Really, really lazy.

KiriJun is The Best Couple in the World. Nothing can ever change my mind about that. *glares at the world*

Haha! I HAVE THE POWER!!! *wields her mighty pen* Uh... Actually... *wields her mighty keyboard* That makes more sense! ^^ And it would hurt people more, too!
finferwen: DESTROYfinferwen on June 10th, 2006 03:52 am (UTC)
*wibble* T^T Poor, poor Kirito. And Kirito-puppy.

"I don't like girls, otousan. Tell me about sex with boys."

I love that dearly. You're Kirito's you're both very clever. XD
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 04:37 am (UTC)
*sniffles* Where do these depressing thoughts come from?!

*pets her Kirito* I love my Kirito muse. I think he may be my inner genius.
finferwenfinferwen on June 10th, 2006 05:58 am (UTC)
Man, I wish I had a Kirito-muse. A Kirito-muse would be awesome. I'm fairly convinced my muse is a tiny little Raenef from Demon Diary, and all he's done for the last couple of months is snooze and blink at me sleepily. Lazy prat.

It's entirely likely that Kirito-muse is your inner genius. XD

Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 01:00 pm (UTC)
I read Demon Diary. A couple years ago. I recently gave the manga series to a friend, in order to lessen the load when packing (I have a lot of stuff).

Kirito-muse is mighty and awesome and he just happens to be a chibi. He goes well with my Jun-muse, who also happens to be chibi. They make quite a formidable team. When they give me new ideas, they pout at me until I have written them.

I never win.
bananaheartxbananaheartx on June 10th, 2006 06:31 pm (UTC)
Poor puppy and Kirito. D:

And I thought the reason why he called himself gay was funny. I've always pretty much thought that myself just not with his dad, just to avoid questions. xD
Omen-chanomen1x2 on June 10th, 2006 11:33 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it makes perfect sense, doesn't it?
Aka -- raped by the god damned suni_need_asagi on August 2nd, 2006 04:35 am (UTC)
"I don't like girls, otousan. Tell me about sex with boys."

x3! Perfect excuse.

But poor Kirito! And poor puppy! -cuddles both- <3 =3

Lovely chapter dear. ^^
Suenegiyou on September 7th, 2006 07:12 am (UTC)
Oh the depression...

I liked the scene where Shinya makes up his self-defense... "Shinya, may I have a talk with-"
"I'm gay, now fuck off."