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20 April 2009 @ 01:46 pm
[fic] Orbit  
Title: Orbit
Author: omen1x2
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: JaeChun
Disclaimer: Like all fanfic writers, I twist reality to please me.
Summary: Ficlet. Jaejoong can be anything that Yoochun needs.

By Omen-chan

That first night after Yoochun arrives, Jaejoong stays up all night, listening to him cry ragged sobs into his pillow. He can hear the pure, desolate loneliness in his tears, and feel it in his heart. Every inch of skin aches from the sadness of it all, and something comes over him in that one moment, for this poor boy that knows no one and has nothing.

The next morning, he makes everyone a huge, filling breakfast, and when he places the plate in front of Yoochun, he smiles at him and tells him to go wash his hands.

He becomes Yoochun’s mother, because he needs a mother so badly.

Yoochun loves how clingy Jaejoong is. How every day is filled with constant touches, letting him know that he isn’t alone and doesn’t have to be scared. Loves how the touches filter through skin and muscle and all the way down to his soul, soothing an ache there that never seems to go away. Loves how Jaejoong can always tell when he needs it, needs that constant affection to help him through whenever the pain gets to be too much.

Whenever his homesickness crushes him and makes him feel like he could hyperventilate, he runs to Jaejoong as the only island in a large ocean of nothing.

Jaejoong becomes Yoochun’s brother the day he finds Yoochun lying curled around his phone, and hears Yoochun’s explanation spill over his lips. His family and his parents and the divorce and how he sometimes feels like he only has his brother, and now his brother is oceans and continents away.

He pulls at Yoochun’s hair until Yoochun becomes annoyed and distracted and pushes him away, and Jaejoong tackles him to the ground.

They’re lying on Yoochun’s bed one day. Smoking and sharing earphones and occasionally singing snippets of song, but never really speaking.

These are the moments that Jaejoong lives for, these spare moments of deep contentment and happiness that Yoochun barely ever gets to have.

“You’re my best friend, you know.” Voice low and hoarse from long silence and cigarette smoke.

Jaejoong smiles and nudges Yoochun’s cheek with his nose. “I know.” His voice sounds just the same.

He doesn’t mind when Yoochun kisses him, soft and scared and barely even there. He raises his hand and buries it in Yoochun’s hair before he can pull away. Lets him know with lips and teeth and tongue that it’s okay.

He can be this for Yoochun too.

It’s late at night, and the wind blows hard over grass and water and hits them hard in the face. It’s lucky that neither of them are smoking, because the ash would probably blow right back at them.

They can’t speak on a night like this, any words said would be caught and tangled and blown away the moment they pass lips, and they’d be lost forever. It’s easier to just sit in silence and huddle against the sharp cold.

Jaejoong doesn’t wonder at Yoochun’s insistence to stay out there on a horrible day like this. Knows that Yoochun’s escapes aren’t about scenery or comfort and more about freedom and moods and the desperate need for solitude.

But not solitude from Jaejoong. His heart warms every time with the knowledge that Yoochun never needs to escape from him.

Loves that he doesn’t mind as Jaejoong rests his hand over Yoochun’s and tangles their fingers together.

Loves it even more when Yoochun moves closer and rests his head on his shoulder.

No one cares about the wind.

Jaejoong always loved Yoochun with his whole heart and soul. Probably from the moment they met, he speculates idly one night with Yoochun’s head on his bare shoulder. All it took was that one smile for him to realize that he always wanted that. Yoochun smiling.

Current Music: Vienna Teng - Gravity
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Omen-chan: Pierrotomen1x2 on April 20th, 2009 07:17 pm (UTC)
Thank you!

I always love them like that too. It just kills me with a sappy-sweet-happy fangirl death.
래철jonghyung on April 20th, 2009 07:38 pm (UTC)
I wanted to quote it, but I ended up almost quoting the whole thing, haha.
There's so many good jaechun moments ^-^
love this ♥

Omen-chan: Jaejoong Smileomen1x2 on April 20th, 2009 08:05 pm (UTC)
Ah, thank you! I'm glad you liked it. ♥
jinsane226: TooCoolMickyjinsane226 on April 20th, 2009 08:43 pm (UTC)
I ♥ it!
I think we all want a smiling Yoochun. He certainly is beautiful when he smiles, but at the same time he is when he cries....
*sighs* I do love me a fragile Chun as well though....
*goes of to mem it*
Omen-chan: Yoochunomen1x2 on April 20th, 2009 08:48 pm (UTC)
Yoochun's got quite possibly the single most beautiful smile on earth. Just completely breathtaking, in the most literal sense. You actually forget to breathe. ♥

And you see Jaejoong like that a lot. When he looks at Yoochun smiling and practically melts into a puddle. You just never see Jaejoong do that with anyone else, and it kills me every time.
jinsane226: TooCoolMickyjinsane226 on April 20th, 2009 09:13 pm (UTC)
Gosh... his smile kills, plain and simple *is so glad the TVXQ wall calender for this month is of him*
It's fics like these that keep the SoulMate couple on the opposite side of a three-way scale with YunJae and YooSu...and I think its mainly because both men are exquisitely beautiful in every sense of the word, and the main part of it for me has to be the creativity that both have with music...

Edited at 2009-04-20 09:14 pm (UTC)
this is where we begincant_stop02 on April 20th, 2009 11:09 pm (UTC)
asdlkhsdf you're so amazing at writing jaechun. ♥ love this piece to bits. :'))

jae can be chun's everything! and vice versa, 'course. :D
Omen-chan: JaeChun Loveomen1x2 on April 20th, 2009 11:16 pm (UTC)
*blushes* Aw, thank you! ♥ *^___^*
Haruko-chanharuko_chan22 on April 21st, 2009 03:38 am (UTC)
dear lord i loved that! i should be writing a paper and yet here i am, dying of fluffy goodness!
Omen-chan: Miyavi's Clothing is Always Optionalomen1x2 on April 21st, 2009 04:03 am (UTC)
I'm glad the effect of the fluffiness is spreading, because JaeChun kills me every damn day. It's why I write fanfiction, so I can at least bring other people down with me. XD
Haruko-chanharuko_chan22 on April 29th, 2009 06:46 am (UTC)
it's def my favorite pairing in TVXQ... it just WORKS... i don't know how else to describe... thanks so much for writing them!

... and *squee* meev pic! ^^
nivani on April 21st, 2009 04:51 am (UTC)
uhm, I'm not that good with comments..
just to let you know that I loved it and leave you a heart
Omen-chan: Jaejoong Smileomen1x2 on April 21st, 2009 05:25 am (UTC)
Oh, thank you, darling. I appreciate that you left one, even if you think you're not good at them. ♥
syu_chunsyu_chun on April 21st, 2009 10:24 am (UTC)
Jaejoong always loved Yoochun with his whole heart and soul.

and Jaechun will be loved by me with my heart and soul
~♥Hope to the End. Always Keep the Faith♥~chloe1910 on April 21st, 2009 01:28 pm (UTC)
Jaejoong caring for an emotional Yoochun is truly sweet...
Omen-chan: TVXQ Loveomen1x2 on April 21st, 2009 04:51 pm (UTC)
Thank you! ^^
booozeberry on April 22nd, 2009 01:44 pm (UTC)
Ah, I almost forgot that Yoochun had this sappy side to him. (When I think of him recently, I see a sleazy idiot boy, somewhat like Changmin) Thanks for reminding me! This was pure love ♥
Omen-chan: JaeChun Being Dorkyomen1x2 on April 23rd, 2009 02:42 am (UTC)
Thanks. XD
serapheim ♥: JaeChun [heart]serapheim on April 27th, 2009 05:07 pm (UTC)
oh. it's very sweet :)
He can be this for Yoochun too. - the best part.
I guess that the best thing about their friendship is that they both are willing to be everything and do everything for each other. :) I think you captured that very well.
Omen-chan: JaeChun 03omen1x2 on April 27th, 2009 07:21 pm (UTC)
Thank you! ^o^
Meijaemeijin on April 27th, 2009 10:37 pm (UTC)
here comes again ur beautiful one-shot.

wow! "orbit"! this word is really suitable to explain their closeness.

thank u for writing & sharing it <3
Omen-chan: Kirito - Daybreak02omen1x2 on April 28th, 2009 02:08 am (UTC)
Thanks! I actually took a long time to think of a title (longer than it even took to write it). I got the idea from the song I was listening to at the time. ^____^
Meijaemeijin on April 28th, 2009 02:42 am (UTC)
ah, i see.
although it took a longer time for u to think of it, still,i envy ur creative brain to found it just through a song.
~the lemon to Yoochun's tequila~: jaechunriofrio on May 9th, 2009 05:05 pm (UTC)
your jaechun never fails to melt my heart..
Omen-chan: Jaejoong Playing Chessomen1x2 on May 17th, 2009 06:13 pm (UTC)
Awww, thank you! ♥
ekkusuchanekkusuchan on May 12th, 2009 05:45 pm (UTC)
this touched my heart like reeeeal deep... i was surprised at how i felt after i finished reading... i love it! *____*
Omen-chan: JaeChun Being Dorkyomen1x2 on May 17th, 2009 06:14 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much! A lot of times, I see a certain TVXQ video and the JaeChun'll get me in such a way that I have to write something. This one was their debut performance of Hug, when the two break choreography to hug each other. It just killed me with sweet, and I had to let that out somehow. XD
juhlijuhli on December 24th, 2010 02:28 am (UTC)
this is really nice :)