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30 October 2008 @ 12:37 am
 
Title: Close
Author: omen1x2
Rating: PG-13
Fandom: DBSK
Pairing: JaeChun
Disclaimer: Like all fanfic writers, I twist reality to please me.
Summary: Sometimes, when he looks at me, he just has this... look in his eyes. Like he wants to kiss me. And every time, I lean in without thinking. Yoochun POV.




Close
by Omen-chan


Sometimes, when he looks at me, he just has this... look in his eyes. Like he wants to kiss me. And every time, I lean in without thinking.

But then he doesn't.

And I'm left wondering why I keep leaning in.



I think about it a lot, sometimes without even realizing.

Lying awake at night in a hotel, unable to sleep, but too lazy to get up and do something, I find myself thinking about Jaejoong, asleep in the bed next to me, and then I notice how his hair falls into his eyes like that, and how I should probably move it off his face because that might bother him, and no, it's not because I want to be able to watch him sleeping better, or because I want to touch his feather-soft hair, and then he'll sigh in his sleep, and his lips move, and I notice. How soft they look and how they feel on my cheek and how... I always lean in.

It's intellectual curiosity, I decide each time. I just want to know, really, if they're as soft on my lips as they seem on my cheek.

I know, of course, I just...

I just want to know.

And then he looks at me, eyes all large in his face and too dark to read and I find myself blushing and looking away, as if caught doing something wrong, but haven't I?

Jaejoong doesn't think so. Out of the corner of my eye, I see him reach across the expanse of our beds, and I reach out too, and grab his hand. And then I look at him again and he smiles.

I smile back, and let him go back to sleep.

It occurs to me, once he does, that that must be uncomfortable, and let his hand go.



I try not to laugh and hide my face in my book as Changmin shoves a large pile of dirty clothes at him. And walks away, grabbing Jaejoong's bowl of ice cream from the counter and smirking around the spoon.

Jaejoong tries a weak, "Hey!" but he can't really do anything with his arms full like that, and now here comes Yunho with his arms full of laundry, and Junsu, sweating, bursts through the door and throws his soccer jersey at Jaejoong's head, then runs into the bathroom. I hear him start the water for the shower.

He turns to look at me, mouth open and utterly bewildered, shirt falling over one eye.

I manage to escape before he can see how close I am to laughter.



I lean against the washer as Jaejoong shoves the large bundle of wet clothes into the dryer, grinning.

Jaejoong mutters under his breath, and I can't catch the words, but I imagine they aren't pretty. Especially since some of those clothes in there were, shamelessly, mine.

Slamming the door shut, he turns to glare at me before I can hide my grin. And he opens his mouth to start complaining. I cover it with my hand, and lean close.

"Don't even say it."

His eyes, if anything, grow darker, and I can just see that he's ready to bite my hand, so before he can, I continue hurriedly, "We all know you like it."

And he does bite my hand, not as hard as he could, but to let me know that he's Not Pleased. I don't move it, yet.

"Because you love taking care of us. Don't even try to hide it."

And now I move my hand, and walk away.



He's cooking, now, and he's trying to pretend like it's just for him, so he can prove me wrong, but he doesn't stop me when I snag a finger-full of batter and stick it in my mouth.

Someone grabs my waist from behind, and I glance over my shoulder to see Junsu, freshly showered now, and dip another finger in for him. He practically bites it off in enjoyment.

Then Jaejoong glances over his shoulder, and now he's kicking us out, and I can't read that look in his eyes, or maybe I can, and I'm reading it wrong, or I'm not and...

I follow behind Junsu slowly, wondering.



I'm still thinking about it, later, when all respectable people should be asleep, and I guess we aren't respectable, because I know none of us are sleeping. Changmin and Junsu are playing a video game, and I can hear them, crowing over victories or moaning in defeat. Jaejoong's still in the kitchen, and in the end, he'd refused to share those cupcakes with us, and wouldn't do more than snap at us if we'd talked to him. And Yunho keeps passing by the doorway and glaring at me because he knows that this is somehow my fault.

And I know it too, so I'm waiting for him to come back, but he's not.

I throw myself back against Jaejoong's bed and stare up at the ceiling.



I'd fallen asleep on his bed, I realized, and woke up with a start. The room's dark, now, which means someone must have come in and turned off the light.

I figure he must have decided to sleep in mine, and I realize I'm wrong when I turn to look in that direction.

He's curled up next to me, carefully not touching, and it's by that and nothing else that I know he must still be awake.

"Hey," I whisper softly and touch his hand for a moment, suddenly feeling skittish. He opens his eyes slowly and looks at me, knowing that I know he's awake but wanting to pretend to be asleep anyway, but knowing it's useless.

He's so easy to read, sometimes.

"I'm sorry."

"You don't have anything to be sorry about."

And I know that's a lie, because if I didn't, he wouldn't have been so upset all day, and something of the sort must have been showing on my face, because he blushes, caught in the lie, and looks away.

I move closer to him so we're touching, slightly, much more normal for us than this strange, wary, holding back, and I hold my hand up to his face, palm open. "I'm sorry just the same."

And he sighs and rolls his eyes and takes my hand, like I knew he would.



I wake up like that the next morning, twined around Jaejoong like a lover, and open my eyes to his sleeping face, much closer than I'm used to seeing.

I lean in, before I realize I'm doing it, but this time, there's no reason to stop.



~fin~
 
 
 
†robin†tora_robin on October 30th, 2008 08:08 am (UTC)
beautiful!
Omen-chan: Hiroto - Cute <3omen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:26 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
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Omen-chan: Kirito - Rainbow Prideomen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:26 pm (UTC)
Yessss... They are just perfect in every way. ♥
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Omen-chan: Taemin Jailbaitomen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:27 pm (UTC)
I'm gonna keep trying, I think, just because I love them so much. ♥ ♥ ♥
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Nevi: kiss mene_bicha on October 30th, 2008 12:08 pm (UTC)
I love it! *-* they are so sweet~
Omen-chan: kannivalism's Ryouomen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you! ^o^
dongbangniedongbangnie on October 30th, 2008 01:18 pm (UTC)
:D beautiful~
Omen-chan: JaeChunomen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:28 pm (UTC)
Thanks! ^o^
rshauna on October 30th, 2008 02:10 pm (UTC)
So good :)
I <3 Jaechun
Omen-chan: kannivalismomen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:28 pm (UTC)
Oh, yes, me too. I can't get enough of them. ♥
graveyardgrin on October 30th, 2008 02:30 pm (UTC)
I'm still thinking about it, later, when all respectable people should be asleep, and I guess we aren't respectable, because I know none of us are sleeping.

SO ADORABLE :D and oh, i love the ending where chun finally kisses him if im not wrong?
Omen-chan: I love my fandom. ^___^omen1x2 on October 30th, 2008 05:30 pm (UTC)
Yes, of course he kisses him! The best time to molest Jaejoong is when he's asleep. Or awake. Or always. ♥
jedi_babyjedi_baby on October 30th, 2008 11:43 pm (UTC)
wow, this was so good!!
Omen-chan: Miyavi's Clothing is Always Optionalomen1x2 on October 31st, 2008 01:05 am (UTC)
Thank you! ^o^
nadesico_chan: yummy coffeenadesico_chan on October 31st, 2008 08:22 am (UTC)
Cute , and delicately written^^
Omen-chan: Shou - Glassesomen1x2 on October 31st, 2008 08:26 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! ^o^
roughmetal2: mickyroughmetal2 on October 31st, 2008 04:12 pm (UTC)
beautiful and sweet. the kind of story which makes the heart flutter XD
Omen-chan: SHINeeomen1x2 on October 31st, 2008 05:39 pm (UTC)
Awwww... Thank you! ♥
serapheim ♥serapheim on October 31st, 2008 07:42 pm (UTC)
Awww... Just... *le sigh*
Omen-chan: Kohtaomen1x2 on October 31st, 2008 07:57 pm (UTC)
Happy sigh? ^o^
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the_rice_flowerthe_rice_flower on November 2nd, 2008 12:18 am (UTC)
^^...wow you wrote another one...*claps*....
just beautiful.....beautiful....thanks a lot....
I couldn't help but smiling...till I finished it...
it's just as I imagine JaeChun would be....*winks*
of...from now on I should check your journal more often...
would you mind if I friend you?.....
XD....your fanfics are so good that makes me ashame of mine..

I feel like reading it again...

your fanfics are so delicate, sunny..thus they have it's share of smexyness too....

I hope JJ liked the kiss....ups......but he as still sleeping, right?....

haha....XD.....sorry for my long reply....guess I'm to excited...mushy...

thanks again...<3 U !!!
Omen-chan: Pierrotomen1x2 on November 2nd, 2008 12:34 am (UTC)
Awwwwww... *hugs* Of course you can friend me! And thanks for the fantastic review. ^o^

Yeah, he's still asleep, but I'm actually considering writing a sequel for this one. We'll see how it goes. ^___^
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Meijaemeijin on December 17th, 2008 10:49 am (UTC)
"Because you love taking care of us. Don't even try to hide it."
that's why i love jae so much.
'n love chun too who knows JJ best.

what a sweet story.
thank u.
Omen-chan: JaeChunomen1x2 on December 17th, 2008 04:52 pm (UTC)
Jaejoong really does, and it's so sweet. I imagine it must be easy to get him to do things for the others. ♥
성희sungie86 on December 21st, 2008 06:02 am (UTC)
BE STILL MY HEART.
gah i love them.
also, this reminds me, AGAIN, of exactly the jaechun i wrote 4 years ago... at kmrp. goodness, the similarity is eerie!
Omen-chan: Junomen1x2 on December 21st, 2008 06:06 am (UTC)
Dammit, I wanna read it now! I can never get enough of the JaeChun! ♥
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Angie: jaechunjt_fangirlism on January 8th, 2009 04:16 am (UTC)
SOBBING!!
jaechun are just djkfakljdfdksfj;klsdfjj perfect for each other..<3