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11 October 2008 @ 08:44 pm
Title: Real
Author: omen1x2
Rating: PG
Fandom: SHINee
Pairing: Minho + Taemin
Disclaimer: Like all fanfic writers, I twist reality to please me.
Summary: Reality for pop stars is a different reality than anyone else's and sometimes you need to have an anchor to keep your focus. Minho POV drabble.


by Omen-chan

I don't know if it's like this for the others, or if I'm the odd one out, but sometimes I feel like we're seperated from the real world. If there really is a real world. But there must be, I think. I think I remember living there, once? Or maybe we're not seperate from the real world. Maybe we're just not real. The pop idols we've become overshadowing and silently destroying who we used to be.

Living in the dorms, practicing all day, surrounded by the same people day in, day out... It's strange. Enclosed environments can lead to problems, I think. Heads playing tricks on you, feelings growing stronger than they would normally, or even reacting to things like you never would outside.

I'm glad we get along now. I can't imagine how it would be, living with these people, performing with these people, working with these people, wrapping our whole lives around each other, if we didn't. It's happened to other groups, I know, and it's pure chance when you can get along, so we're all glad that our initial friction has worn off to some sort of comfortable mixed closeness.

But we're still seperate from reality, and we learn to deal with it in seperate ways, whether we realize it or not. Perhaps Taemin was always this physically affectionate, I don't know. But he always seems to touch us all, hugs and resting his head on shoulders, and holding hands, purely innocent and indiscriminate and I don't know why it affects me so much. He can touch Onew just as easily as me, or anyone, really.

But somehow, when he touches me, or I hug him, or even when we look at each other...

It's like I'm real again.


Mrrr... It's all serious and stuff. I swear, next time, I'm gonna make it fluffy and happy and cute and everything that I love about SHINee in the first place. ^o^
Current Music: SHINee - 화장을 하고 (Graze) | Powered by Last.fm
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Omen-chan: SHINeeomen1x2 on October 12th, 2008 05:32 am (UTC)
Oh, thank you so much!

I kind of got the idea when I realized that their lives must be a lot like a seperation from reality, as idols and with their lives so different from ordinary people's, and I wondered how they deal with it. And I imagine Minho would be the type to notice it first, just because he's so introverted.

Duuuuuuuuuuude. 2min is just the ultimate awesome. ♥
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Omen-chan: Kirito - Daybreak02omen1x2 on October 12th, 2008 05:41 am (UTC)
I would think so. It's got to be really hard on them, and I'd like to think they lean on each other and pull each other through it. It would make things so much easier.

Yeah, and he usually gets people, too. And I'm sure that helps him see quite a bit. ^^
may_songmay_song on October 12th, 2008 06:30 am (UTC)
Oh the depth of this kills me. ^_______________^
Omen-chan: Junomen1x2 on October 12th, 2008 06:35 am (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad you liked it. ^_____^
ZAREE: minho: *pinch pinch*schmecken on October 12th, 2008 07:51 am (UTC)
love it. :)
Omen-chan: Kirito - Flowersomen1x2 on October 12th, 2008 07:55 am (UTC)
Thank you! ^o^
baby_buggsbaby_buggs on October 15th, 2008 01:14 am (UTC)
ohh!!! me likey. its really cute. :D
Omen-chan: Angeloomen1x2 on October 15th, 2008 01:34 am (UTC)
Awww, thank you! ^o^
( ̄ー ̄)☆☆ ジュンジュワ!: HyunJoongunder_an_oak on December 7th, 2008 09:28 am (UTC)
asdfghjkkl I'm trying so hard not to ship in SHINee because I feel old, old and perverted but asdfghjkl stop writing so good.

Well, don't stop, actually. Nyahahahaha. Too much caffeine. Must lay off caffeine.

You should write Jonghyun and his puppyish tendency to follow certain sunbaes around (I totally made that up but I could so see it happening XD)
Omen-chan: kannivalism - Ryou and Yuuchi - Hustleomen1x2 on December 7th, 2008 04:23 pm (UTC)
I know. Ugh. I feel so wrong that I like them. So, so wrong. So creepy old man-ish.

I really do need to go back and write some more SHINee, though. I've been a bit distracted by the cuteness that is the TVXQ. ♥
( ̄ー ̄)☆☆ ジュンジュワ!under_an_oak on December 8th, 2008 03:23 am (UTC)
Then do a TVXQxSHINee. Two birds with one stone. Or ten with one. XD
graveyardgrin on December 8th, 2008 02:52 pm (UTC)
;~; ♥
(I swear I've read this fic before, can't believe I haven't commented D:)
Omen-chan: Jaejoongomen1x2 on December 8th, 2008 05:23 pm (UTC)
Awwww! *hugs* Thanks for coming back and commenting, then. Nothing makes me happier than comments. ^o^
misschatellemisschatelle on December 29th, 2008 04:00 am (UTC)
CUTE!!!! X3
ALEXiS [Approach and worship!]o_frick on February 25th, 2009 04:53 am (UTC)
Love iiiiit~ <3 I think you're one of my favorite fic writers out there, really. It was short and very sweet, and quite pleasant to read ^o^

Would it be too terrible of me to request an Onew x JongHyun fic from you? <3333
Omen-chanomen1x2 on February 25th, 2009 04:59 am (UTC)
*bluuuuuuuuuuuuush* God, girl. You hit all my weak spots. ♥

*twiddles thumbs and considers* Muuuuuurrr... Well, according to my rules, I only do fic requests for friends. If you friend me, and do an official request on the request post, I will feel morally obligated to do so. XD
ALEXiS [Approach and worship!]o_frick on February 25th, 2009 06:20 pm (UTC)
Well then, I'll be off to do so kekeke~ ^o^v
lovestrucksmile on July 6th, 2009 09:41 am (UTC)
THIS. This is why 2min is nearly my OTP. I actually liked the way you didn't make it cute and fluffy and not meaningful. Serious 2min is just a pretty in my eyes.
So short but so lovely and deep.

But somehow, when he touches me, or I hug him, or even when we look at each other...

It's like I'm real again.

This made my heart squeeze in the best way. This is possibly the best 2min I've ever read. I look forward to more?
Omen-chan: Taemin Jailbaitomen1x2 on July 6th, 2009 04:58 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much. ♥

I like serious 2Min a great deal myself. Just because they're the two youngest doesn't mean they're not serious, or view the world seriously. Especially Minho. He seems like the type to think about things deeply.
lovestrucksmile on July 6th, 2009 08:34 pm (UTC)
Your welcome. ♥

I personally think that 2Min might be the most serious pair in SHINee. To me, behind his smile, Taemin seems pretty ambitious and cunning. And behind Minho's aloof act he gives off a feeling of intelligence. Sorry, I should probably stop spamming this entry. xD

Love your icon btw. Taemin is everyone's jailbait, even if you're younger then him, in my opinion. xD
Omen-chan: TVXQ Loveomen1x2 on July 6th, 2009 08:56 pm (UTC)
As I am far from being younger than him, the icon is quite apt in regards to myself. XD