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10 July 2008 @ 12:09 pm
Title: Fantasy
Author: omen1x2
Rating: NC-15
Fandom: alice nine.
Pairing: Hiroto x Shou
Disclaimer: Like all fanfic writers, I twist reality to please me.
Summary: Hiroto has an uncanny ability to know what Shou is thinking, and sometimes that can make Shou feel very uncomfortable. Lime. Request fic for stomponfrogs.


by Omen-chan

It's dark, so dark it's impossible to see a ceiling, if there is one. But there must be one. Shou feels it's a small, enclosed space, so enclosed they feel they have to lie down beside one another, shoulders, arms, hips, legs, all touching.

But it must not be that enclosed, or even that dark, because he rolls onto his side and can see Hiroto perfectly. He's sleeping. Or not - Hiroto opens dark eyes, eyes that seem to go on forever, and gives Shou a lopsided grin. The same grin he gives Shou every day, and it causes his stomach to roll and twist and fill with butterflies, just as it always does. Shou gives Hiroto a small, half-smile in return.

"It's dark in here."

"No, it's not. I can see you perfectly."

"Only in here, though. Outside, it's just as dark, but you can't see me there."

Shou drops the nonsensical conversation, and finds himself looking at Hiroto's shirt, imagining everything underneath.

Hiroto, still not losing that grin that always did such strange things to Shou's stomach, grabs Shou's hand and places it on his abdomen. Shirt had disappeared somewhere in the space between, because Shou's hand touches flesh. Stroking Hiroto's abs, Shou licks his lips, then slides his hand higher, touching every inch of Hiroto's chest.

"Why don't you ever do this anywhere else? It's too dark in here."

Shou doesn't respond, so transfixed by the sight of his hand stroking smooth skin. Fingernails leave light indentations. Hiroto lets out a noise. It might be a sigh, a held breath, a moan, or even a whimper.

Shou suddenly finds himself on his back. All clothes are gone, no impediments. Hiroto is everywhere. On him, in him, touching him. Hiroto's scent is all he can breathe, and Hiroto's eyes are all he can see, and it feels so, so good and he's almost...

Shou's eyes flew open as he exhaled in a loud, strong whoosh. He sat up shakily and ran a hand through his hair, drops of sweat flying onto his pillow. He'd had dreams about his friend, of course, but nothing quite this vivid. He could almost still feel what Hiroto had felt like, touching him.

Shou shook his head, trying to block the remnants of the dream, and finally regained his equilibrium enough to glance at his clock. Five in the morning. He groaned, and shifted uncomfortably until his feet swung off the bed. There was no way he could go back to sleep now.

No one seemed quite sure what to make of Shou that day. He was unusually irritable, and would snap about the oddest things. Not their playing, never their playing, but he would snap at Nao if his smile was just a tad too bright, or Saga if his natural flirtiness seemed a little on the side of unnecessary... And Hiroto. He was snapping at Hiroto just for walking, or moving his hips a certain way while he played. That was oddest of all, because Shou and Hiroto stood by each other and supported each other, even when everyone else seemed about to fly off the handle.

So, by the end of their rehearsal, everyone was tense and silent. Nao, looking almost near tears, had escaped with Saga outside, where they could breathe again. Tora, silent and watching Shou guardedly, decided to make sure no fights broke out. Shou was strung so tight that anything might break him, and Tora didn't think the band was ready, or even able to cope with problems between their vocalist and lead guitarist.

So, he sat next to Hiroto and just calmly watched as Shou prowled around the room, picking things up and then either putting them back down, or dropping them. This was getting ridiculous, and he needed a smoke.


Shocked, he turned and looked back at Hiroto. Was that really his voice? Strangled and tense, and barely even able to articulate?

"You can leave. It's okay."

Tora saw shaking shoulders. Like hell he was leaving.

"No, really."

Tora was about to argue, when Hiroto glanced up at him, his eyes bright and his lips trembling with suppressed laughter.

Okay, so maybe he really didn't know what was going on. Whatever. Shrugging, he stood up and made his way to the door, deciding to ignore the whole situation and hang out with Nao and Saga. If Hiroto thought the whole situation was laughable, it probably was.

Shou glanced over his shoulder as Tora left. Great, just great. Suddenly the room seemed twenty times smaller, somehow barely able to contain just the two of them, while the whole band had barely taken up even half of it.

Even though he'd actually been waiting for Tora to leave, he didn't feel as if he could handle the privacy just yet. He knew he'd been a dick, to Hiroto especially, and he meant to apologize. But he could do that later, when everyone was together and the air wasn't so stifling.

Grabbing the door handle, he moved to open it, when another hand fell on his. Not stopping him, exactly, just resting there, but it was enough to stop everything in its tracks. Shou's mind blanked and he stared at the hand as if he'd never seen it before.

"Uh-uh. You stayed for a reason. Can't just run away now."

Shou glanced over his shoulder, and there was Hiroto's small, powerful form and dark eyes. He looked away before the eyes could envelop him the way they had in his dream. "I wanted to say I'm sorry. I didn't mean to... hurt anybody."

Hiroto's hand fell away from his, and Shou heard him sigh. "Is that all?"

Shou tensed. Surely Hiroto couldn't possibly have known what he'd dreamt about, what he'd been thinking about all day. Sure, they were close, and they always were able to understand each other and work off of each other, closer than bandmates, closer than friends, but this? This was more than just family. Wasn't it?

"Come on, you're this tense for a reason. Right?"

Shou licked his lips. "It doesn't have anything to do with you."


Sometimes it sucked that Hiroto got him so well.

Hands gripped Shou's shoulders and turned him around, pushing him against the door. Limply, Shou leaned back against it, feeling like he was about to collapse.

"I'm not stupid, you know."

Shou blinked. Of course Hiroto wasn't stupid. Who said he was?

"And I've noticed the way you look at me."

Shou paled. "You... you have?"

"Yeah. Ever since the beginning."

Well, this was just great.

"I've been waiting for you to do something about it."

Shou's brow furrowed. "... What?"

"God, Shou, you're not stupid either." Lips, close. How were Hiroto's lips so close? Was he on tiptoe? Oh, wait, he was leaning back. "I've always looked at you, too."

Shou couldn't stop the grin from spreading across his face, even if he'd tried. "Well, that's okay, then. You do that. And I'll keep looking at you."

Hiroto nipped Shou's lower lip. "Maybe we could stop looking? Living off of fantasies can be frustrating."

Shou wrapped an arm around Hiroto's waist, bringing him closer. "Our whole life is a fantasy. Isn't it, Pon?"

"Dammit, Shou, shut up."

And really, Hiroto had a point. Fantasized lips couldn't even compare to reality.

It was so nice that Hiroto got him so well.


Honestly, I have no idea what I think of this one. I just feel like there ought to be more freaking lemons and limes about these two, 'cause they're smexy.
Naoちゃん: Alice nine Hiroto Rockstarsykem on July 10th, 2008 05:40 pm (UTC)
^.^ *gives a big thumbs up*

Duuuude~ So sweet!

I liked this and HAHA! you did Arisu that's not completly crack! I'm so proud! Knew you had it in you :P
Omen-chan: Shou and Hirotoomen1x2 on July 10th, 2008 05:42 pm (UTC)
Yay! *tackles*

I'm glad you knew it, because I sure as hell didn't. Even still, my Tora has crack-like properties. He is so much freaking fun to write.

(And also, I don't know if you noticed? Hiroto's abs featured prominently in Shou's dream. Completely understandable. They would in mine too. XD)
zero_dice on July 10th, 2008 06:01 pm (UTC)
I liked this.
Omen-chanomen1x2 on July 10th, 2008 09:34 pm (UTC)
Thank you! ^____^
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Omen-chan: Kirito - Solaceomen1x2 on July 10th, 2008 09:35 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!

Love your icon, btw. That moment made the Rainbows pv for me. ♥
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Omen-chanomen1x2 on July 11th, 2008 12:05 am (UTC)
Man, no kidding. Hiroto's one of those people that should never wear shirts, except to take 'em off. XD
adi: shoua_ashi on July 10th, 2008 07:59 pm (UTC)
whoaaa frustrated shou *giggles*
I like it when pon is the one who makes the first move
Omen-chan: I love my fandom. ^___^omen1x2 on July 10th, 2008 09:36 pm (UTC)
So do I, actually. He's much more aggressive than people give him credit for.
~Nuile~: kirinuile on July 10th, 2008 08:33 pm (UTC)
LOVELY *_____*
Omen-chan: Junomen1x2 on July 10th, 2008 09:37 pm (UTC)
*squees and tackles* THANK YOU! Love you. ^^
e n y a ~: tora sillyeny_a on July 11th, 2008 03:17 am (UTC)
'It was so nice that Hiroto got him so well.'

And I'm glad that Hiroto actually did because if not we'll have to wait a lot~ 'til Shou decide to do something by his own XD
This was a veeery interesting 1st chapter! I look forward to the next one sweetie <3
Omen-chanomen1x2 on July 11th, 2008 04:40 am (UTC)
Shou's so insecure that it would probably never occur to him Hiroto liked him back. XD

Silly, beautiful man.
Freak in an awesome way!!!!!: hiroto//sexyjelliepish on July 11th, 2008 03:46 am (UTC)
Very nice and sweet ^____^
Omen-chan: Miyavi Loves Us All ^___^omen1x2 on July 11th, 2008 04:38 am (UTC)
Thank you very much! ^___^
寶欣: Ponstomponfrogs on July 12th, 2008 02:07 am (UTC)
I'm so sorry for the late reply! I just remembered to check my friends page today. m(_ _)m

Anyways, this was a wonderful fic! I love Hiroto's character in here. I'm not really a big fan of Pon as seme in a lot of fics, but for this one, it works. ^^ Shou's also very cute~! Thanks for writing this! <3333
Omen-chanomen1x2 on July 12th, 2008 04:34 pm (UTC)
You're welcome!(And it's okay about the late reply; I certainly understand not being on the internet. XD)

I actually rather like Pon as seme most of the time, for lots of reasons. One of the biggest is because I get the impression Shou would be perfectly happy in either position, as long as he had Hiroto. XD
rainbowrace: shouxhirorainbowrace on July 12th, 2008 06:19 pm (UTC)
oh this is lovely. whoah the lips!
it's great ~i want more chapters, i want more chapters! :'D
Omen-chanomen1x2 on July 12th, 2008 06:22 pm (UTC)
Dude. Looooooooooove the icon. ♥

Thanks! ^^
beyondtheremixbeyondtheremix on July 14th, 2008 02:28 am (UTC)
>____< yay!!
that was cute and smexy DX!!!
thank you~~

Omen-chan: Shou x Hiroto againomen1x2 on July 14th, 2008 02:37 am (UTC)
Can't take any credit for the sexy. Pon's sexy all on his own, the hawtness. XD
nyappyfebrezenyappyfebreze on August 10th, 2008 08:54 am (UTC)
I saw a macro the other day that had Shou saying PON IS NEVER SEME!!

I feel like I should use it here

but that would be hypocritical because I enjoyed this fic way too much to even pretend to criticize it
Omen-chan: Sagaomen1x2 on August 13th, 2008 06:18 pm (UTC)
I actually rather like the idea of Hiroto being seme with Shou, myself. Just because, of the two of them, Shou is the more girly. XD

And Hiroto can pick him up, which is just beyond awesome. ♥
★αġэнα★: ShouxPon iconhotlikerobots on October 15th, 2008 12:40 am (UTC)
Agressive Pon makes me squee!
And damn you for having to cut it on the best part. *coughsSMEXXcoughs*

But this is really good! I just found your journal today and pretty much I'll go read moar so expect some spamming. haha!

Omen-chan: I love my fandom. ^___^omen1x2 on October 15th, 2008 12:51 am (UTC)
I luuuuuuuuuurve Agressive Pon and I wish I saw it more often.

Sweet! I love spamming. ♥